When I Found God

I was a lost soul who didn’t Know what to believe in. I felt like I was living in darkness, surrounded by people that was no good for me, Money and creed,all materialistic things. The people who claim they love you, (Whether it’s family, friends or a lover) Only to realize they either love you for what they can benefit from you. Silly me, I never thought about it like that, until I was left behind, backstabbed, lied to, just plain out betrayed!
I felt like crap! Unworthy, Unappreciated, and most importantly….low self esteem. I said to myself , after all my time, patience and loyalty that I put out into people. What now? Cause now I feel alone, don’t trust nobody, I felt like I got smacked by a Mack truck! Picking myself up out the middle of the road piece by piece, angry mad at everyone, seeking revenge! I wanted to get at everyone who crushed this pure heart of mines. I kept asking myself….why me? Why me? I do good by others, why me. I was at my lowest point in my life, I didn’t care about anyone anymore! I felt surrounded by darkness. As I cried cried and cried, I dropped down on my knees, I cried upon God, Can you hear me God? I know you can see what’s going on with me. Is this what is meant of me God? O Father, Come to me, For I am at my weakest, I give to you all my burdens.

God Says my child, you already have within you,

1. My love.
2. My Protection.
3. Strength.
4. Wisdom.
5. Change. ( change what you know you can change and I’ll guide you all the way. Take my hand and follow me and have faith. So don’t think God doesn’t answer prayers..

Published by SocialButterfly79

I'm an innocent soul, with good intention, spreading and seeking knowledge. Thanks to all for the love and support.

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