I was a lost soul who didn’t Know what to believe in. I felt like I was living in darkness, surrounded by people that was no good for me, Money and creed,all materialistic things. The people who claim they love you, (Whether it’s family, friends or a lover) Only to realize they either love you for what they can benefit from you. Silly me, I never thought about it like that, until I was left behind, backstabbed, lied to, just plain out betrayed!
I felt like crap! Unworthy, Unappreciated, and most importantly….low self esteem. I said to myself , after all my time, patience and loyalty that I put out into people. What now? Cause now I feel alone, don’t trust nobody, I felt like I got smacked by a Mack truck! Picking myself up out the middle of the road piece by piece, angry mad at everyone, seeking revenge! I wanted to get at everyone who crushed this pure heart of mines. I kept asking myself….why me? Why me? I do good by others, why me. I was at my lowest point in my life, I didn’t care about anyone anymore! I felt surrounded by darkness. As I cried cried and cried, I dropped down on my knees, I cried upon God, Can you hear me God? I know you can see what’s going on with me. Is this what is meant of me God? O Father, Come to me, For I am at my weakest, I give to you all my burdens.
God Says my child, you already have within you,
1. My love.
2. My Protection.
5. Change. ( change what you know you can change and I’ll guide you all the way. Take my hand and follow me and have faith. So don’t think God doesn’t answer prayers..